3 years ago I had a hysterectomy at the hospital where I work as an RN. Things went wrong, I was labled as "crazy" by a co-worker/charge nurse. My symptoms were ignored and not communicated to the doctors until I had a liter of blood in my abdomen. I was scolded for my "anxiety" and was told I was just fine. After the 2nd surgery I recovered and went home. Around 6 months later I became panic stricken, anxious, tearful and literally afraid to go to work with the woman who basically wanted me dead. Today I suffer with PTSD, continue to be tearful and almost wish I would have died that September night. I have lost almost 30 pounds, have no desire to eat, clean, talk,sleep,leave my house or have "relations" with my husband of 16 years. Therapy isn't going as hoped and I am currently on a small handful of meds. Just need to talk it out...somehow.